Sunday, November 8, 2009

God's Heart



Some of us believe that we are created in God's image. I believe that if we are then surely dogs must be reflections of His heart.
All loving, all protective, all forgiving, that's what we know of God's love for us. Now show me a dog who is not all that and more?

They are by your side even when you don't realize they are there. Looking up at you, hoping for a pat on the head, they are just so happy you are near.
When you come home, tired from work, they greet you like you have been to the moon and back. Tongues drooling, tails wagging, they woof in glee.
My master is home. My mistress is back. The world is all good now.

When you sleep at night, its with a little more comfort. You know that the moment the scent of a stranger reaches your doggie's nose, he will sound the alert.
However tiny or big he is, he will protect you to the death.
You are the centre of his universe. The alpha wolf of his pack. The greatest hunter that ever lived.
While everyone around you can pick out a dozen or more of your faults, to your dog you are just perfect.

How often we forget that in an unforgiving world, all we need to do is to look into the eyes of our canine friend and at once know the feeling of unconditional love.
They search for us when we are hurt and lost. They guide us when we are blind. They comfort us when there is no medical cure for our pain. They protect our home, our families and our property. They track criminals, protect our country and our coastlines. Sometimes they are the only friend of the lonely, the forgotten, the poor, the beggar on the street. They don't discriminate against us.

Yet, we are hardly worthy of their love and devotion.

We cage them, whip them, starve them. We ignore and bark orders at them harshly and feed them leftovers. We hardly care if they are warm or sheltered from the elements. Worse, some of us discard them once they have grown out of their cute puppy ways. Others blindly believe they are "unclean" and treat them like lepers, that somehow just grazing against their body would turn them into a disintegrating pulp of human flesh. Others love them just a little too much and cook them instead.

Yes, we are hardly worthy of their love, yet they love us anyway.

It is not a coincidence that a dog is spelled "d-o-g".
He is the reflection of "g-o-d" in our midst.
Cherish God's heart who is with you now a little more. One day all too soon, he won't be there.
For one, whose tail wags no more, be comforted knowing he still watches over you. And if you close your eyes and be still, you can almost feel his breath against your skin.

-In memory of all the dogs who have loved us, the all-supreme furry friends who made our childhood spectacular, the wise hounds who told us who was a keeper and who to ditch, the all-comforting warmth in our beds at night when we silently cry ourselves to sleep at night, the "baby" that makes our family, a family and the nanny that protects our children. If only we can love them half as much as they love us.-

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

New Man In My Life



I never thought I would feel the way I do today. I miss understanding your silences. Or knowing why you look the way you do. I miss the comfort of knowing your thoughts before you speak them but most of all I miss the way you knew me.
It's hard with him. We don't speak the same language and he hasn't a clue about how I tick.
You knew the buttons to push
And I knew why.
Everyday without you, I cherish you more for all you have been.
But maybe he's what I need now, the chisel to find the diamond within.
The difference though between you and him, you knew it was there all the while but you left it to me to shine. Him? I don't think he knows what lies beneath the surface of me.

Saturday, October 17, 2009

The Kiss


Just a gentle little kiss that started it all. A kiss between your lips and mine. Soft and tender, moist and yielding. The tender flicker of your tongue against mine.

The unexpected kiss, triggering a flood of emotions. Tactile sensations and mild euphoria.
The comforting kiss, amidst tears and crushing disappointment, your mouth seeked mine and I melted into you.
Countless stolen kisses, some a prelude to a carnal feast while others a gentle peck.
Some furtive while in the grips of passion. Others just lascivious and taunting as we toyed with each other.
We kissed in daylight, behind closed doors, stealing a moment. At times our mouths locked in hungry embrace under the cover of night. Our fingers grazing each others bodies. Tingling. Our lips would soon follow, our tongues leaving a glistening trail on our bare skin.

Then a void. A vacuum. A malevolent gift of the folly rippled by a heart spurned.

In solitary silence, amidst clouds of anger and drizzling hurt, the lips yearned, beseeching a forgiving kiss that remained elusive.

Till an unexpected night, under the shadow of the Pyramid, my lips asked yours for a kiss. A kiss to say I was sorry and then walk away.

But then, your tongue met mine and I didn't want to say good bye. Now, unshackled and free, the lips want more than stolen kisses and hurried smooches.

The angel has unclasped her broken wings and unhooked her tainted halo. Her moist and swollen lips moans a kiss from you to unleash the devil within her. Lean closer, into me and surrender every fantasy, every desire your body trembles for as I curl my lips around you.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Rising From The Ashes



Into my faith, I am Renewed

Into my soul, I am Rejuvenated

Into my desires, I am Rejoicing

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Proud To Be A BITCH!



Being a bitch means

I stand up for myself and my beliefs
I stand up for those I love

I speak my mind, think my own thoughts

or do things my way

I won't compromise what's in my heart

I live my life my way

I won't allow anyone to step on me

I refuse to tolerate injustice

It means I have the courage and

strength to allow myself to be me.

So try to stomp on me, douse my inner flame

Squash every ounce of beauty I hold within

You won't succeed

And if that makes me a Bitch.
So be it.

I embrace the title and I'm proud to be a BITCH!

Friday, August 14, 2009

The Winner Stands Alone



I waited for Paulo Coelho's latest book just as how I waited for all the other books he had written. Breathless and full of anticipation longing to embark on a journey where only the master story teller can create.

I adore Paulo but I have to say The Winner Stands Alone disappointed me. This latest novel of his is set during the Cannes Film Festival and it follows the lives of the "Superclass" and those aspiring to penetrate it. Budding directors, actresses, models, Paulo narrates their ambition, their despair and the lengths they go to achieve their desires.

A dark cloud hovers above all these wannabes in the form of Igor, a spurned husband from the Superclass who has stalked his ex-wife, Ewa to Cannes where she is accompanying her current husband, Hamid, an Arab designer who is also a member of the Superclass. Igor is on a mission to destroy "worlds" to gain the attention of Ewa and as a testament to how much he loves her. Standard modus operandi of your average Psychopath.

However there is nothing average about Igor and the methods in which he employs to destroy "worlds" is indeed morbidly fascinating.

If this story was spun by someone other than Paulo, without a doubt, I would have enjoyed it as how I would have devoured any other novel about murder; with pure macabreish lust.

But it was Paulo and because it was Paulo, my expectations were totally at another level.

When I flip the pages of a Coelho novel, there is almost always an instant connection with the protagonist. Male or female, I relate to their feelings, their desires and their quest. Through that, as I read their story, slowly it becomes my story. And when the final word is read, I close the book with hope that I am not alone with my feelings and emotions about life. There is a higher ideal that I strive for and gives my life a sense of purpose.

I could not find that connection with Igor or Ewa or Gabriela or Jasmine. I was merely a voyeur into their lives, intruding a world I didn't belong in nor desired to be part of. Greed and shallowness are the central theme of this book and it has no place in my life.

I was completely disconnected from it and that is where the disappointment lies. But Paulo Coelho is indeed a master storyteller because he vividly brought the life of the Superclass to the ordinary masses. It is a world where only a few are privileged to be part of while the rest of us minions are their slaves, glued to the silver screen to worship their acting and hounds of the fashion they create.

The parable I received from this book was the fact that the genius of Paulo Coelho doesn't lie in the enjoyment his readers get from his books. It's the fact that he can bring a life so far away from yours and make it real enough for you to understand eventhough you may not relate to everything in that life.

I guess that's why this is indeed a remarkable book eventhough I didn't enjoy reading it the way I read other Coelho books.

The Winner Stands Alone. So does the Reader but with better understanding of the world of greed, power & superficiality.

Friday, August 7, 2009

Where's My Drover?



Lady Sarah Ashley: I'm just as capable as any man.... bring the horse.
Drover: Well this should be interesting.

Drover: They keep out of my way and I keep out of theirs.

Lady Sarah Ashley: Just because it is, doesn't mean it should be.

Lady Sarah Ashley: I will come and find you whatever happens, whatever it takes.

Drover: You are going to have to be strong. Can you do that?
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